Wednesday, December 22, 2004
haiz
kaes... i stayed at home pratically the whole day! break record le! yea... but quite sian also.. haha.. got nth to do.. use com, watch tv, eat, sleep... haha... then got nth to do le...haha.. but loads of questions keep running through my mind.. like.. "when the feelings are lost, can they come back?", "will there be anything called second chance?" haiz... so vexed, so confused. wad to do? where to go? i wana spread my wings and fly away, but y cant i? i felt that theres something weighing me down, preventing me from soaring to the warm sun, that once insulated my feathers... i wanted my true self back... not one... thats constanly reminded of a past, a past which she dont ever wan to remember. she wants to leave this place for good. but, she cant. shes trapped, like a genie in the bottle, longing for the person to free her. but wheres that person? wheres her owner? shes been searching and finding... waiting... if the past could be rewinded... if it could... wouldnt everything be great? sad, dejected... longing... hoping... "wheres the real me?" she called out.
blessed : 9:22 PM