Thursday, December 16, 2004
yesterday
i am hereee to blog! hehe... to blog about the MOST important stuff that happened to me yesterday.. okay... here goes...
he... yup... HE called jen and ask her to ask me if i was free today...
not to ask me out... but for me to pass his phone to jen, then he go collect from jen...then say must by next week...
wth?
heyy... jen not your slave lor... neither your dog... neither is anyone
want your phone back... dun know how to OWNSELF ask huh?
that time i ask you if wana meet on monday to take your phone back...
then, what you tell me?
"you think i will go?"
and now leh?
you wana your phone back!
is this all a joke?
c'mon lah... its NOT april's fool yet...
and now,
you think i will ever waste my time to pass you your phone?
you think i will even bother to look at you when you pass me by?
you think i will even bother to smile at you?
since that time... you did this to me... can say now is bao ying ba?
na...
i wont
wo ban bu dao!
haha...
you were the one...
that set me free
to see me fall
gave me back my freedom
flying without my wings
let me know that there were actually loads of people that cared about me
and you CANT make me sad
hm...
maybe i should thank you
haha...
thanks but no thanks...
my heart was shattered and wounded badly before
but now...
it is no longer a heart anymore
it became my thoughts, my feelings, my mind...
in short..
i have changed!
i am no longer that samantha anymore...
this is the new me!
i wont be sad ever... =d
and there's no way where you can ever hurt me again...
you hurt me once...
but i wont let you hurt me twice..
haha...
you treated me like dust
you treated me like dirt
haha...
but my life now...
is more meaningful...
where i got to know my friends more..
get to go out with them often..
and..
i am loving it!
=)
i am getting on fine to have my life without you!
kk... so that was what i thought of when the thing happened...haha... isnt it ironic? the greatest of all is that... so many cared for me! so touching... better than Titanic... hehe... jkjk... *smiles at everyone* thanks a lot, guys! =d
blessed : 7:39 AM