Saturday, January 08, 2005
gloomy day
not even a glimpse of the magnificent supereme 'God' of the sky, in sight. will my day today be gloomy too? haha... its so cloudy here... like someone's mood here... haha... dun worry, its not me =) i am still the happy one always! hehe... its the toopid brother... hai... younger brothers are always like that... want wad, get wad... hes that pampered sort... *shakes head* today morning.. he was liek throwing tantrums... lol... as if the whole world let him down... haha... face as black as charcoal... hiya... who ask him... wana play com in the morning then lazing on his bed prentending to sleep... but... hes beenin my mum's body for nine months... wouldnt she know him best? haha... so he was dragged to go to the market to have breakfast with us... guess wad? he even pretended to be second huang na... he went missing! OH NO! should we call the police? should we have the neighbourhood to search for him? na... and guess where was he? at the fish stall looking at the dead fishes.... diao.... like wads so nice to look at? dead fishes? eeee... gosh... then, juz now, he was like throwing his second fit of rage... haha... miss that guy and keep losing in gunbound... haha... wa... i was amazed... by his strong language... everything just started splurting out from his mouth.. siaoz... then even scratch me... wads his problem man? hes crazy... hmph... then he go hide the mouse, dun wana let me use com... haha... but.... TOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO BADDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD! hehe... i got the mouse =p nannny nannny pooo pooo hehe... yes.... i am smart man! hehe... jkjk.. you hide the mouse, i found the mouse... haha... co0o0o0lllll..... =) and i am going for the scorer course le! haha... last day today! happy sia... =) hehe...
in everyone's heart, there will always be someone inside... someone that you will be willing to risk your life... someone that makes you happy and angry over... someone that will brighten up ur day... but... what can you do? to lead you to that someone you want... wait? cry? fate? is everyone's future laid down by God the moment we were born? or can we change our future? why is there gotta be saddness in this world? why are people grieving everyday? to lose your loved ones is the worse thing that could ever happen... someone so close to... someone that you can open your heart to... someone..... someone...
life is so filled with ups and downs.. having to break with ur stead... haha... is actually nothing to be sad =) smile guys! there will always be a better guy coming right up to knock at your doorstep! hehe... dun be sad le... cheer up =d what are friends for? lend you my shoulder to cry... can tell me ur troubles, i am willing to lend you a listening ear.. friends will always be there for you... haha... there are so many guys in this world... haha... you can take ur time and slowly pick... hehe... the right one for you... cheeer up =d theres nothing to be sad... hehe... it takes just 17, 17 muscles to smile and 43 muscles to frown... haha... so dun pout! but smile smile smile AND SMILE! hehe... every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every year, every century ( oops, wont that be a bit too far?hehe) show him that you wont be sad =) make him realise that he make the wrong decision! hehe... smileeee! be happy always! friends will always be there for you =d
folding 1000 paper cranes.. wishing, praying and hoping for a miracle to happen.. teresa, i pray your dad will be alright.. i miss the cheerful you!
in Jesus name i pray. Amen.
blessed : 11:23 AM
