I had been searching. Searching for that something missing in my life. Seeking for that smile, which would stick to my face all day. Finding that spark, which would burst me into flames and keep me running on - for a brighter future ahead. Where's that something i lacked?

I often looked up to the sky. My soul lost in between the many layers of clouds, to look for a clue, an answer. As though,I was stranded in my self - created maze, having to find my way out myself, alone.

But.. All i wished for was someone to always be with me. Someone who would take me to see the wonders of the world. Someone whom I could share my innermost feelings with.. Are these too diffcult to ask for? Or, had my that someone disappeared from the face of earth, never to be seen again?

Piles of romance stories, mythologies, fortune telling sat and went on my bed. I was like a beast trying to devour all i could, trying my best to absorb the essence within.

Drifting from castles, to rivers then seas. Trying to find a face which i belonged. Where a hand would comfort me and tell me everything would be fine the next day. Where a smile could take away all my worries and troubles from my face.

Where would be my paradise? Who would be the special one? Could that be me? i wonder..