well its been a BAD week for me..

rather saddening.
filled with remorse and regret.
why would things turn out this way?

we played our best, didnt we?
all we wanted was to win and get into the next round.
that was our common goal.
but why?
why we lost?
i dont get it.
am i dreaming?
everything turned out to be a nightmare.
i want to wake up of it!
please wake me up!

i know i am just running away from reality.
after seeing lynn soooo sad today,
really pains my heart!
lynn cheer up yea? :)
we shall go some cc and play volleyball!
join comepetitions! win all of them!
its not your fault..
dont blame yourself..
whats past, just let it past :)

i HATEed to remember how disappointed mr ng looked.
how coach looked.
FATE really SUXS sometimes..

i felt sorry, just to see my FOUR years of 'gruelling' training just came to nought.
all gone.
somehow, i wished that time could just be turned back.
WHY? whats happening?