being fuck-ing-ly accussed for something i never do.
WTH.
all that happened is always and NEVER my brother's fault.
scold me, all you want.
i am blocking out my ears.
one ear in, one ear out
one of these days, i am just going to walk out of that door!
live by myself!
cant wait to save enough money!
i tolerated you all for 13 years.
all you both have in your eyes is that papmered, spoilt child of yours, that sickening brother of mine!
FINE! he shall be you both the only child!
take it that i had never existed.
take it that you have never bore a daughther!
I AM DEAD! find me at the grave yard.
you all said that i called someone FAN- STAR chat to chat.
CRAP!
get a life! you both dont know me! not even a single bit! all you all do is scold scold scold.
mothers and daughters have something sort of telepathy between them.
but mine?
HAHA.. FAR FROM HAVING.
the moment she sees me, SCOLD NAG SCOLD NAG!
i am SICK and TIRED of you!
get lost!
get out!
get lost!
disappear forever!
my home is just a place to provide me with shelter when it rains.when it reacehs 6pm, silently i will just crawl into my bedroom.alone i face the walls, taking them as my companion through the long night..why must my life take such drastic changes?how i wish to grow up faster!
OWN HOME. OWN PLACE. OWN WORLD.
the love in my house, around me had long flew away.
promising itself, never to come back again.
and me,
i am finding a somewhere where there is a place just for me..
