sad, depressed, crestfallen, low-spirited
i hit the rough patch in life once again.
why must all these happen to me?
1) mum threw my handbag at me this morning coz i told her not to use that one but use another one.
WTF. whats her problem man? what on earth did i do?
its really bad enough when i saw how biased you are towards lil brother.
[cook maggi mee for him and asked me to cook myself, cut pears for him to eat, bought a can of abalone especially for him,...]
you protected him, pampered him, and left me out in open, lonely, deprived of family love
when will you let me in? when will you think of me?
all you care about are my results!
HEY! i'm your flesh and blood too! why cant you just show a lil more concern for me?
i tried to tolerate, tolerate, tolerate, tolerate
guess everything just blew today.
2) friends in school are great!
its just the school as a whole SUX! sux totally!
full of school rules, so many tutorials, my lessons end so dam late in the day
theres hardly anytime to catch a breather! c'me on! its only the FIRST 3 months!
blame on my luck to get into the first (scholar) class
everyone is mugging and studying now (some even bought textbooks :s)
super scary,super stress!
and guess what? i got physics test on thursday and i know NOTHING about it :
today, my CT (form teacher) hes was like "Ting Yu, have i told you that the school does not accept parents letter?..... I want an excuse chit from the doctor, if not you have to come back for lectures later at 1. If you dont come back, i will call your parents."
WHAT? i am leaving school at 9 and you tell me to come back at 1?
GOSH. you are mad, insane
isit an obligation that i MUST listen to you? so what if you are my form teacher?
you sux man, metro-unsexual ;aint sexy, mr sissy!
my life is now down in the dumps man
why cant anyone comfort me?
hear my problems?
on the surface, i appear happy, deep down i have a broken soul..